THE ALBUM
This is the place to go a little deeper into the Thanks for Checking In (TFCI) Album for the full recording and production credits, lyrics, photos from the sessions and some liner notes from me.
Overall, TFCI was largely inspired by 70's American Pop that I heard on the radio, growing up as a child—and the 1980's British New Wave/Pop artists that I saw on MTV as a teenager. The goal was to make a collection of songs that would feature crisp songwriting, interesting scene changes, strong hooks, creative orchestration and direct, soulful singing. And not too long. 10 songs, 38 minutes is fine for this one. There's a couple little jams that give a nod to my love of improvisation—but, mostly a clear path of communication from myself to the listener.
I'm a giant fan of all genres of music, and have spent a lifetime of dedicated listening, studying, performing, practicing and appropriating all of that activity into the hope that I'd somehow find a singular voice that's solely (and soulfully) mine. In short—to be able to play, sing and say what's on my mind.
Still, the musical core of this record is clearly defined by my use of the Piano Trio as the core with vocals —adding orchestration and other elements as necessity or inspiration or dictate TO THE SONG.
Sincerely, Jeff
thanks for checking in
PRODUCTION GALLERY
The workbook
credits/LYRICS
THANKS FOR CHECKING IN
WRITTEN, ARRANGED & PRODUCED BY JEFF KAZEE
Mixed by Bob Stander at Parcheesi Recording Studio, Huntington Station, NY
Mastered by Richard Dodd in Nashville, TN
Basic piano trio tracks recorded by Roger Street Friedman at The Playroom Studio, Sea Cliff, NY
Vocals, additional recording & primary engineering by Bob Stander at Parcheesi Recording Studio, Huntington Station, NY
Tracee, Tear Me Down & Everywhere She Moves basic tracks & vocals recorded & engineered by Kevin Salem at Bearsville Studios, Bearsville, NY & Distortion Tank in Woodstock, NY
Additional recording at Jeff Kazee's Plastic Country Kitchen in Astoria, Queens, the NYC home studios of Oz Noy, Jeffrey Lee Campbell & Andy York. Hammond B3 Organ recorded by Mark Masefield at Mayfair House in Bradley Beach, NJ.
Cover Illustration & Design by Bob Delevante
Photographs by Mark Krajnak | JerseyStyle Photography
TRACK ONE: EVERYWHERE SHE MOVES
Drums: Richie Mercurio
Bass: Steve Count
Guitar: Jeffrey Lee Campbell
One chord struck on that wondrous grand piano at Bearsville Studios
in Woodstock, NY, and I was off and running with a Rundgren-inspired
pop sweet treat. Warm and inviting, feeling the good vibes from the many
legends that called Bearsville home, "Everywhere" was the first song I ever wrote while
in the studio, It came quick , but it took me almost 2o years before I'd dig it up and finish it.
LYRICS
So sweet, so wonderful
I really couldn't ask for more
She makes me feel so stupid sometimes
I always seem to lose myself whenever she's around me
I can't handle my fragile independence
I've got no freedom at all
Everywhere she moves, I move with her
Everywhere she goes, I go
I just can't stand to lose one minute without her
I'll never live without her, won't last one minute without her
I'll never make it alone
I'd like to think I got some self-control
But it's clear that I ain't got much
'Cause every time that girl is even near me
I'm a broke down man from the want of her touch
I can't handle my fragile independence
I've got no freedom at all
Everywhere she moves, I move with her
Everywhere she goes, I go
I just can't stand to lose one minute without her
I'll never live without her, I won't last one minute without her
I'll never make it alone
Jeff Kazee Music (ASCAP)
TRACK TWO: TAMED
Drums & Percussion: John Morgan Kimock
Bass: Andy Hess
Acoustic Guitar: Bob Stander
One has got to give it up. Trust is hard.
LYRICS
Why do you run if you're not afraid?
What's the point of loving you can't be tamed?
Why do you trust the ones who you don't believe?
Does it make it any easier for you to leave?
Who do you know that will stand for you?
Who do you know that can stand the truth?
Do you fear that you'll let your image slip?
And it all comes down to one small trip?
And it's over and over again
When you're cornered you change like the wind
There's a truth to the fact that you never look back
And nothing's allowed to begin
I saw you there with that lonesome look
So many others have read that book
But, I’ll guess that's not completely true
Most put it down halfway through
Dog-eared and coffee-stained
Worse for the wear from being unclaimed
Funny you think that you're so hard to read
But that's just myth, you're not a mystery
And it's over and over again
When you're cornered you change like the wind
There's truth to the fact that you never look back
And nothing's allowed to begin
(Solo)
And it's over and over again
When you're cornered you change like the wind
There's truth to the fact, girl—you never look back
And nothing's allowed to begin
And it's over and over again
When you're cornered you change like the wind
There's truth to the fact that you never look back
And nothing's allowed to begin
Nothing's allowed to begin
Why do you run if you're not afraid?
What's the point of loving you can't be tamed?
Jeff Kazee Music (ASCAP)
TRACK THREE: I GOT THAT FEELING
Drums & Percussion: John Morgan Kimock
Bass: Andy Hess
Guitars: Bob Stander
A party song that I could imagine having cut in the late 50's at the
legendary Cosimo Matassa's J&M Recording Studios in New Orleans.
Fueled by the ghosts of Fats, Allen Toussaint, Lee Dorsey
& so many of the Crescent City masters.
LYRICS
Don't know when it's gonna come up on you
I don't even try to fight it 'cause I know that it's stronger
And all of the sudden I'm sweating and shaking inside
Yeah, I'm a mixed up boy but I always seem to turn out fine
I got that feeling
Oh, I got the feeling
I got that feeling
And it only feels good with you
The first time I felt it, I thought it was a one time thing
Such a strong emotion, I had to have it everyday
Now it only takes a second and I'm buzzing from my head to my toes
I'm powerless to stop it and there's only one place I can go
To get that feeling
Oh, I got the feeling
I got that feeling
I only feel it when I feel it with you
(Solo)
Oh, I got that feeling
Yeah, I got the feeling
Oh, I got that feeling
Don't you know that it feels so good?
Now I feel a little weak and it's quite hard for me to admit
There's been a few times when I foolishly tried to quit
When all of a sudden, inside—it's like a knock on my door
Saying, "boy, you should be leaving"
But I always run back for more, more, more
(To get) the feeling
Oh, I got the feeling
F-f-f-feeling, yeah, I love that feeling
Alright, I love the feeling
Can't get enough of the feeling
Oh, I got that feeling, baby
And the feeling that I'm feeling is true
That I only want to feel it with you
Oh, I love to love you, baby
Jeff Kazee Music (ASCAP)
TRACK FOUR: THANKS FOR CHECKING IN
Drums & Percussion: John Morgan Kimock
Bass: Andy Hess
Guitars: Oz Noy
We must always be present in regards to each other. Even the strongest
of individuals need affirmation and a friendly face. We need each other.
LYRICS
Hey, you must have heard me calling
I lost my way, next thing I’ve fallen
It’s good to see a friendly face
When this world feels like it’s ending
And everything seems to be closing in on me
I need someone to trust
Maybe it’s just a moment in time
And I need someone to say let it ride
To throw my trouble to the wind
Life ain’t easy and it sure ain’t cheap
Anything good you gotta fight to keep
I’m so thankful you’re my friend
Thanks for checking in
Sun shining, but my head’s in the clouds
Throwaway talk and I'm laughing too loud
You say, what’s the matter with you?
What’s gone south and what’s gone wrong?
It ain't gonna work - going at it alone
Slow down, let’s talk things through
Maybe I’m going through a moment in time
Where nothing adds up and I’m barely alive
Feeling alone, like I just can’t win
Life ain’t easy and you know it ain't fair
When heartache comes, I can find you there
To pick me up once again
My friend, thanks for checking in
Everybody breaks down once in a while
Everybody needs someone
To let you know you're not completely crazy
To let you go when you can't see straight
(Solo)
Hey, thanks for calling
It’s good to know I got a friend that’s all in
You know I'd do the same for you
Maybe you’re going through a moment in time
Where nothing adds up and you’re barely alive
Feeling alone, like you just can’t win
Life ain’t easy and life ain’t fair
When heartache comes, you're gonna find me there
To pick you up once again
Your friend, until the end
My friends, thanks for checking in
Jeff Kazee Music (ASCAP)
TRACK FIVE: TEAR ME DOWN
Tear Me Down
Drums: Rich Mercurio
Bass: Steve Count
Guitars: Andy York
Percussion: John Morgan Kimock
I wrote this for Southside Johnny & the Asbury Jukes. Recorded it
in 2002 and Johnny turned it down twice. I still can't believe it!
Lyrics:
I saw you standing with your latest flame
The Devil smiling, you barely knew his name
Yeah, you trot him out so thoughtlessly
Another chance to stick the knife in me
You must live to tear me down
Yeah, you try your best to hurt me, just to push me around
You must live to tear me down
Well, you'll never learn to understand
Some things just don't work out
I know it didn't go the way you planned
I guess it's true—you cannot change a man
What I got, you know, I gave to you
I gave my best but it would not do
So, you dress me down at every chance you get
I guess the pain you felt, you can't forget
We can't always get the things we want
But that doesn't mean you got to hurt someone
You must live to tear me down
Yeah, you try your best to hurt me—just to push me around
You must live to tear me down
Well, you'll never understand
Some things just don't work out
There's got to be some kindness left in you
Part of the girl that I once knew
Who'd believe you'd have a chain on me?
Teaching me a lesson in misery
(Solo)
You must live to tear me down
Yeah, you try your best to hurt me—just to push me around
You must live to tear me down
Someday, you're gonna learn that it don't all work out
You must live to tear me down
Yeah, you try your best to hurt me—just to push me around
You must live to tear me down
Someday, you're gonna learn that it don't all work out
Jeff Kazee Music (ASCAP)
TRACK SIX: YOU KEPT ME WAITING
Drums & Percussion: John Morgan Kimock
Bass: Andy Hess
Guitar: Bob Stander
One of the hardest parts of life is, while most things can be repaired or
learned from, some things are irreversible. Most of us have all experienced various
levels of collateral damage in our lives. It hurts, and it's not fair, and it stays with us, but we're
not alone. Keep grinding.
Lyrics:
I thought the time wouldn’t come when I wouldn’t feel angry
Always feeling like I was back on my heels and crazy
And the world went by and I seem to survive, all the while
But I was drowning inside, living a lie and I smiled
You kept me waiting
You kept me waiting
You kept me waiting
I waited for you
Alone, waiting for my luck to change
It’s a universal truth, people wish for it every day
I was counting on you for some valuable affirmation
Little did I know that you were lost in your own situation
You kept me waiting
You kept me waiting
You kept me waiting
I waited on you
How was I supposed to know?
That you would never show
I’d be forced to find my way back home alone
Looking over my shoulder for a simple sign
God knows I prayed, God know I tried
Gotta hang on tight to think you didn’t want it to hurt me
Did you want it to hurt?
(Solo)
Alone, waiting for my luck to change
It’s a Universal Truth—people lose hope everyday
Waiting for something, waiting for someone
It never gets easy when you know it ain't coming
(But I) can’t let letting you go eat me alive
You kept me waiting, you kept me waiting
You kept me waiting— I waited for you
You kept me waiting, you kept me waiting
You kept me waiting—I waited on you
I waited on you
I waited for you
I waited on you
I’m waiting on you
Keep waiting for you
I'm waiting for you
Jeff Kazee Music (ASCAP)
TRACK SEVEN: A LITTLE BIT OF SUNSHINE
Drums & Percussion: John Morgan Kimock
Bass: Andy Hess
Guitars: Oz Noy
Trumpet: Chris Anderson
Trombone: Neal "The Dude" Pawley
Some church for you heathens. And when I say "you", I mean me.
Feel joy? Pass it on.
Lyrics:
I got a little bit of sunshine in my heart today
And I wanna share the light with you
I found a little bit of sunshine in my heart today
And I wanna let you use it, too
The world’s gone crazy, spinning out of control
Sometimes it’s all you to do is just to try and hang on
If only for a minute a good feeling arrives
You can’t hide it away, you have to see that it shines
I got a little bit of sunshine in my heart today
And I wanna share the light with you
I found a little bit of sunshine in my heart today
And I wanna let you use it, too
No trouble, no rain—I see the darks clouds drifting away
I got a little bit of sunshine in my heart today
And I wanna share the light with you
There ain't no method, no trick to be found
You have to climb on up from your spot on the ground
Reach out to others and soon you will know
It's so much sweeter on the bright side of the road
The world’s gone crazy, spinning out of control
Sometimes it’s all you to do is just to try and hang on
If only for a minute a good feeling arrives
You can’t hide it away, you have to see that it shines
I got a little bit of sunshine in my heart today
And I wanna share the light with you
I found a little bit of sunshine in my heart today
And I wanna let you use it, too (yes, I do)
No trouble, no rain—I see the darks clouds, but they're drifting away
I got a little bit of sunshine in my heart today
And I wanna share the light with you
(Solo)
Shine a light, baby...
Yeah, I got a little bit
I gotta share my love light, baby—with you, tonight
I got a little bit...
I got a little bit more to give you, babe
'Cause I got so much to give
I got a little bit of sunshine in my heart today
And I wanna share the light with you
I found a little bit of sunshine in my heart today
And I wanna let you use it, too (yes, I do)
No trouble, no rain—I see the darks clouds, but they're drifting away
I got a little bit of sunshine in my heart today
Found a little bit of sunshine in my heart today
I got a little bit of sunshine in my heart today
And I want—I wanna share—share the light with you
Jeff Kazee Music (ASCAP)
TRACK EIGHT: TRACEE
Drums: Rich Mercurio
Bass: Steve Count
Trumpet/FLUGELHORN Scott Wendholt
12-String Guitar: Andy York
Percussion: John Morgan Kimock
First loves require navigation that we are not prepared for. There's a moment in life when
you have no idea that so many forces and situations are in play.
That moment is a sweet spot before you realize that life is complicated.
LYRICS:
Tracee always finds the losers
She likes to think that she can see in them what no one sees
But Tracee never does the choosing
Girls like Tracee always seem to be around
The boys that love to push them down
I fell in love with Tracee
Just before the final year began in my high school
She tried her best to love me
But it was all too clear we'd never get to see it through
That's not what guys like me and girls like Tracee really do
Goodbye, my love
An angel's heart in a wicked world
Goodbye, my friend
Such a drag to be everybody's good time girl
(Solo)
The last time I saw Tracee
She was running wild in our hometown with her latest redneck prince
She looked tired, hard, lonely and bored
And all the while, her frozen smile serving as her best defense
I guess I'll never really know the girl that Tracee could have been
Goodbye, my love
An angel's heart in a wicked world
Goodbye, my friend
Such a drag to be everybody's good time girl
Goodbye my love
Surely, I'll see you in a better place
Goodbye, my friend
You need so much more love than you could ever take
You need so much more love than you could ever take
She needs so much more love than she could ever take
Jeff Kazee Music (ASCAP)
TRACK NINE: RUNNING
Drums & Percussion: John Morgan Kimock
Bass: Andy Hess
Guitars: Bob Stander
Man on a wheel. Ambition, failure, success, failure, family, stress, good luck,
bad luck, hope, resignation, gratitude, rebirth, stress. Rinse, repeat.
LYRICS:
I was born with my feet on the ground
Running anywhere where I couldn't be found
Any place I landed I called home
Call it chaos, some call it peace
I'dl like to think it's a natural release
When I feel the world is pressing, I move on
The rock keeps spinning, taking us around
I'm just a passenger waiting to be found
The clock 's ticking and I'm always aware
The engines on and it's taking me there
I got no time to settle down
The machine in side me just won't stop
What's the point in even turning it off?
(I'm) starting to think this thing's got a mind of its own
The rock keeps spinning, taking us around
I'm just a passenger waiting to be found
The world keeps spinning, taking us around
I'm just a passenger waiting to be found
(solo)
Hermes, the god of speed
Is also the god of thievery
People we love can disappear so fast
Like the Galloping Ghost, (I'm) still running strong
I'm carrying weight, stiff-arming the throng
I can't run forever, I just can't last
The rock keeps spinning, taking us around
I'm just a lonely passenger waiting to be found
Well, the world keeps spinning, taking us around
I'm just a lonely passenger waiting to be found
I'm waiting to be found
La, la, la, la—la, la, la
Jeff Kazee Music (ASCAP)
TRACK TEN: PROTECTION
Drums: John Morgan Kimock
Bass: Andy Hess
If you find yourself evolving, that a good thing. On a musical note,
my favorite part in this is the instrumental soli in the middle. One part Rachmaninoff,
one part Brian Wilson. I fooled with this song for 15 years without lyrics
and a working form. So annoying. One day, it presented itself to me as a fully—finished
work. Unlike me, who is very much an evolving creature.
Lyrics:
I've stripped away every single last bit of protection
Down to the bone, one man alone, hoping to see
Confidence leaves when a soul is forced into confession
Stumbling in fits, it gets harder and harder to breathe
Such is Life's mystery
To cast doubts on beliefs
That we lean on for strength and comfort
Happiness, joy and a promise of feeling secure
Is it a sin, to pull from within all you have to survive?
(Solo)
Loneliness comes and it stays, chips away at your pride
Like some evil friend, you should've never let in, feeding you lies
I've stripped away every single last fear of rejection
Down to the bone, one man alone, and I feel alive
Jeff Kazee Music (ASCAP)